My War~

Today is my first day war, i no wonder i will win or not but i will do my best my sc my bm i wan it A!!!!! I wan 5 A but dont know will get it or not~Gambateh ar......if i get then maybe i will change my phone. Yeah!!! but not sure yet.....maybe only la~but i still wanna buy so so so so many things, example...,....,...,...,...,....,... can see it? That things i wanna buy good leh? I know la but admire me~ hehe....

Fine~~~

Haiz~~still havent over yet! i still wan to face it!!!!! Pls! stop it........y i must be like tat?? y all of the people like to forget?? Argh!!!!!!! now my life got a process!!!!! the process tat is i dislike it! morning~i wake up then i jz got a half an hour to do my things after tat go my parents office~wait and wait then i go for my school when i reach there i must play another character because all of them use another see to look at me feel me is a good, clever good in every things people~so i cant be very angry at school every things to face it i also must be calm down~~after tat i go for my tuition at there~i got a bro......all of the parents like use about my bro name to do example they all think about me will like tat also~i must care about how parents look at me also because i cant broke the name of my tuition centre~not jz parents, my parents also they all say about my bro " very clever, very hamsome " but me got so many of them will be ignore about me~jz say me about " short" but nvm i dont care about this~for my friends actcually i very scare about i hang out or do anythings with my bro because many people will use about my bro to do example~~say he better than me he everythings better than me~ya i know he clever, taller than me, smart and learn everythings very fast~but y all of them y think i will be like tat also? Some people will think i will more better than him~OMG, i jz very bad......my result bad, hot temper, try to find many excuse, dont know to talk, not clever at all, i no do my action to success my dream~i got so many bad things.........but fine lo~this is my fate...i must face it now many people wan to ignore me and i was wan a people again~at the school all the people always say nth nth to me for my friend also say nth to me~always say nth to me then fine lo nvm i dont like to force~haiz, nvm la i am not my bro i cant be like him~my ambition is singer, but my parents call me to be a dietitian,chinese medicine practitioners, doctor~i wanna study psychology but my bro say dont wan~fine lu everythings fine~

SHOUT!!!!!!!

i wanna shout now!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y my life will be like tat? Stop IT!!!!!! Faster!!!!!!!!! y i will face for this problem????????? y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My school!!!!!!! My result!!!!! my dream!!!!!!!!! y!!!!!!!!!!! wat happen to my fate!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my friend ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my big exam for this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i dont know y~maybe i we are not same but maybe we are same of this world~i dont know wan to trust about myself or not or maybe i am lying myself~i jz know "times ans everythings....." maybe the sentence is jz comfort myself~~but i think i will know til a day.......because wan happen it, it will come u must accept and u cant avoid it~so me too.....i cant avoid it~if i avoid tat means i'm not responsible~yeah...times is my choosen