眼前的东西，眨一下就就不见的话会怎样?

yesterday night and before~~i realize a things.....the things tat infrent my eyes is not forever if i dont care about it~~it really will gone and until a day maybe will dissapear but u dont know or u dont forget it~~~~finally i notice somethings is not be right there~and i ask about her.......she gv me an answer " far"~~~in this this word it has contain so many things about me.......about vinegar? i think so~~she is my friend, my best best friend~~i no wonder y i will very angry at the moment~~i think a long time at last i get an answer~i scare a things......but wat i scare? i scare is because i scare about i lost u~~~this is the things tat i scarest ~~~i am regret y i will stop on u~~i think jz less a bit i will lost u............and now i will go care about all the things i cant let them dissapear in a time~~~~